Kyaku

having arrived,
i have finally acquired some sense of direction.

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he who once said, said so truthfully:  DA is the procrastinator's dream.

"Freedom is not something that anybody can be given; freedom is something people take and people are as free as they want to be."
     James Baldwin

"Freedom is the greatest fruit of self-sufficiencey"
     Epicurus

i've lost sight of what's important again
and comparisons are no good, i must compete only with myself--i'm losing grasp of notions that have governed my life since the beginning
my head's all muddled
insecurites are being passed from one to another--i thought socializing would induce growth, thus far it's done little save tamper with my sense of morality
i want to return to my cocoon, but i fear my cocoon may transform me into something i don't want to become

i cannot be governed by fear--stop passing your fear unto me.

i've lost contact with old friends as i've lost sight of what's important
again.